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Saturday, February 23, 2008

One Thing ~ Be Brave!: Taking A Break

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I'm soaking up the last bits of Winter by hiding in a lovely cabin with friends up in June Mountain, California.  (Just north of Mammoth)  I'm amazed at how much snow I have seen and been in this Winter.  Being a Southern California girl... well... you can imagine how much I don't normally get!

I've been pretty scarce around these parts in the last several months.  So much is stirring and changing.  And I have been in a very deep place of incubation this Winter.  I am on a precipice.  Scared, anxious, excited, brimming with ideas and all the seeds that I took with me under the ground cover of this season.  Spring is less then a month away, and I need to take this time to really gather the energy it will take to launch myself off this cliff of limits and fear I have been much to comfortable on, and fly into the new frontier of my one big life.

Some of my seedlings, (new layout for this blog, a zine, new art and journals at Lunar Adornments, a collaborative project to create a deck of meditation cards centered around Sacred Pregnancy), are taking up residence in my heart and mind and demanding full attention.  These babies wanting to be born deserve to be BIG.  And I want to play big in life through them.

So I'm off for a month.  I'll return in the Spring with flowers in my hair, sacred art of the soul to share and much to write about!  I will continue to visit blogs when I can.  I get so much love and inspiration from all of you living your lives in the Beauty Way that you do...

Much love to all of you, and may the rest of this potent season give you the energy, nurturance and magic to launch yourselves in a big way this coming Spring!

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Transcending Valentines...

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Last Sunday, Jon and I celebrated Valentines by having a romantic brunch at Inn of the Seventh Ray.   Its such a lovely place nestled in Topanga Canyon, California.  The food is organic, mainly vegetarian, and their brunch on Sundays is heavenly.  It was a perfect morning. 

And today has been a day like most other days.  Ran errands, spent time in that kinda logistical talk couples go through when trying to manage schedules and organize activities, and then I went into the office to see clients.  We knew it would be this kind of day, and this is why we did our brunch last weekend.

But this evening I arrived at home much earlier then expected and now we find ourselves in a place that is quickly becoming our home away from home.  We are sitting side by side on big comfy chairs, working on our respective laptops, catching up on research, emails and posts, while drinking a Mexican Chocolate Mocha and a Blended Soy Chai.  Local artists are singing folksy love songs and every once and a while a glance transpires between this wonderful Love and I, and I am so filled. 

I am finding today that I am in a very full and held place.  It took me a few minutes to come up with that last word, "held".  Its not exactly the right word, but I can't quite find the one I am needing.  I am moved by the  simplicity of our lives and of the rythms that have once again found their homes between us.  He has been home since October, and we are reaching a new place of comfort, closeness, reality. 

There have been challenges, as there will continue to be, we have had big tension, and small petty "please don't leave dirty dishes in the sink" type "discussions".  We have had distance, and moments of messy, tender and open vulnerability.  I am still amazed when I look at him, that this Beloved has landed at my side and that he is in fact that person I would call Beloved. 

He is beautiful, delicious, infuriating, motivating, supporting, real, and so much more.  Its him, but more then him, its the delicate intricacies that occur between souls when they engage in such an intimate dance.  I feel more, want more, resist more, open to more, taste more, give thanks for and bow again and again to more with this man in my life.   

One of my Sister Friends says that she doesn't know anyone who is as in love with love as I am.  I disagree with her.  Its not that I am in love with love.  Its not that naive infatuation with desire of romance, its awe at the feet of a practice and a journey that is meant to forge our souls into something beyond earthly human comprehension. Its awe and terror over the fact that if we don't pay attention to the miracle of the soul dance we are engaged in, we miss the True experience Love is here to give us. 

Right now, Jon and I are sitting side by side.  He is working on his computer, I am typing this on mine.  The mountain man is singing in a raspy voice while playing his guitar, "I'll be waiting when you wake up..."  We're not talking to one another, but our proximity, our energy, intermingles in familiarity and comfort.  The music is a shroud that is wrapping itself around both our shoulders, giving us a smaller space within this larger room.  And I'm feeling that this is just as much a celebration of our love and coupledom as our date at Inn of the Seventh Ray last Sunday.  And its a wonderful Valentines Day.  Even if it is a Hallmark Holiday...

As my wise bloggie friend has been telling us, "Love is Everywhere" , and I pray it finds you all in deep and magical ways!

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Book: Live What You Love

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I finished reading this great book last week.  The Blanchards set out to live a life outside the box, and have had countless businesses, a restaurant and live in both Vermont and Anguilla, because its what their hearts have lead them to.  They tossed the usual 9 to 5 life for one lead by passion, joy, and creativity.

Its inspiring to read stories of couples that find a way to live big, adventurous and outside of the box. Its what Jon and I are striving for. 

I find all sorts of fears that come up when thinking about cutting free and living abroad with no sense of time, or need to return to a job.  Its been such a potent way to really look at all the things we, especially in the US, mistake for necessity and the way things have to be done.

But once the blinders come off, what better way to live life then intuitively, then to be guided by the murmurings of the heart? This is my vision, my desire, and my aim.  It scares me and excites me to think of all the wildest dreams and notions as possible.  And then there is the Beloved.  A person with his own wildest dreams and notions.  Its quite a ride to the heart of matters trying to find a way to make room for it all.

Its our work now.  Its what we are in... the stirring of our hopes and dreams and needs and trying to come up with the perfect batch of a life for us both to live together.  Dreaming for one is different then dreaming for two. :)  And this journey has and continues to be such a Divine teacher for me.  And I am grateful that along the way, books like this one get dropped into my lap to gain inspiration from and to receive messages from the Universe that it. is. possible.

Its a fun easy read... go check it out!

Thursday, February 07, 2008

New Moon in Aquarius 2008

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Energetics: Aquarius is an air sign ruled by the planet Uranus.  Its visionary, revolutionary, innovative, original, calling for radical change, individuation and freethinking. Its a sign that rules the attitude "why not?" and makes visions and dreams possible.

This Aquarian New Moon hits my 11th House:

The Eleventh House is commonly referred to as the House of Friends. Through our friends, we find strength in numbers -- we see the power of the collective, the group. Groups addressed by this House include clubs, organizations, social groups, networking organizations and professional associations. The focus here is on the activities we undertake within these groups, how we make a difference and as a result, how we grow and actualize our true selves. Further, it's the group, by virtue of its collective strength, which helps to define what we as individuals will do.

As we grow, we have more opportunities and possibilities available to us, and the Eleventh House addresses these. Our interactions and efforts are in keeping with our priorities in life; these interactions have the ability to enhance our lives. A labor of love? Yes, in many ways. Through our friends and group activities we add substance and meaning to our lives and to society.

The Eleventh House also speaks to destiny -- in simple terms, our hopes and dreams, what we desire and what we want to achieve. Our creative vision is highlighted, the simple act of working toward our maximal selves. The power of collective creation, as well as the creative sparks generated by the group, are also important to this House. By banding together, we can create so much more.

In joining with our friends, we not only accomplish a great deal, but we can also enjoy the fruits of our labor. The Eleventh House also addresses the kind of friend we are: what do we do for others? How do we view our friends? How do they view us? It is our basic character which, to a great extent, defines the friends and groups we choose.

Oftentimes, we work with our friends toward a greater good and in the hope of improving society. This is our philanthropic side coming to the fore, the ability to selflessly and eagerly help others. It is also our humanity manifesting itself most effectively. At times, we may upset the proverbial apple cart, but the sum total of our efforts should be to look at the end result. If that's good, then the process of getting there, for better or for worse, is worthwhile. Lastly, the Eleventh House also governs stepchildren, foster children and adopted children.  (from www.astrology.com)

LunarMusings:

There is a lot stirring around me with regards to my art.  Interest in my journals and opportunities to sell them in other places have come up through friends and acquaintences.  I have also been approached to participate in a collaborative project creating inspiration cards for pregnant women and mothers.  This also has come to me through a friend.  I'll be honest, I'm a bit detached about it all.  Its as if this movement sits under a veil for me and although I see the opportunities and the doors that are opening and want to open, there is a bit of a haze between me and them. 

And so the Moon...  Reading all this, and sitting in silence with my world swirling all around me, served me well this morning.  More then anything the lesson for me is to say yes.  Yes to the opportunities that are coming my way.  Yes to the beauty of those opportunities coming through friends.  The haze I feel, the detachment, is my fear I think.  Its this general state of anesthetization that keeps me from being to invested, and therefore feeling like I won't lose or be disappointed if it doesn't work out.

Lunar Intentions:

Not only am I going to say Yes! to the doors opening before me, but I am also going to allow my internal joy and excitement to exist fully, both within me and outside of me in the form of my languaging, my affect, and my energy.  I am going to fully embrace the excitement that is coming with getting to be bigger and reach farther with my work.

It is so.
:)

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

Wellness Wednesday: Ginger Tea

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Its wonderfully cold outside.  I think its this way wherever you may be with the exception of the Southern Hemisphere.  This scene is actually in Albuquerque, New Mexico, where I spent the day yesterday on a turn around trip.

One of the things I have fallen in love with this Winter is Fresh Ginger tea, which is actually an infusion as there are no actual tea leaves involved.  My Ayurvedic Practitioner, recommended that I drink plenty of this infusion a few months ago in order to get my stuck ama, toxins, moving and out of my body.  She said that Ginger is great for keeping the body going through the Winter months when our systems slow down and get sluggish.  Its a great detoxifier and digestive toner, and adds warmth to the body while giving the immune system a boost.  I drank quite a bit of it while sick, and arrived home late last night from my trip craving it to warm me up.  Sadly, I didn't have any ginger left in the house. 

So drink up!  Here is how I make it:

I will slice up a large root of ginger into disks and place them inside a large tea kettle with water.  Bring to a boil, and then when you hear the whistle, turn down to a simmer and leave it for about and hour or so.  The object is to get it to be as potent as you can drink it.  You may need to experiment with this, as ginger can have quite a spicey kick.  Once done I pour and then add a teaspoon or two of delicious local raw honey that I buy at the Farmers Market. 

And then drink as much and as long as you like!

Be Well.

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

Changes...

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We have spent the last week trying to rearrange my art area so that Jon and I both could have a space to work.  The house is in upheaval with art supplies everywhere!  Although as I type this things are a bit better.  We now have a great table for our computers and printer, and I have my old desk for my art. 

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Its been a slow meandering process for us to adjust to living here.  Its a small lovely space in a great location.  But the smallness has been in a challenge.  And with my art work requiring more and more amplitude, and his computer set up requiring some stable space, we have been trying to shift, shuffle and accommodate for all of our needs. 

Its been a dance with us.  Lovers creating a space together that is a reflection of us both.  Trying to fit a boy into my girly home with every closet already filled to the ceiling has been quite the adventure.  And I imagine that the changes will continue to occur as time unfolds.

For now, this is a tiny glimpse into our workspace madness.  I am hoping that with the addition of a shelf the space will open up enough to allow poor Tucker to be able to walk about without it feeling like an obstacle course!

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