Cranky and Venting

I'm so cranky today.  I can feel it under my skin...  Have any of you ever had that?  It seems as if my flow is blocked at every turn.  Had some plans, expectations, needs for how I would work, be, organize and relax and for some reason... not going to happen.  The vision?  Kicked to the side. 

And I wonder if its hormonal.  I mean really, intellectually I get that I can go with the flow wherever it wants to lead me.  Its not like anything that is presenting itself is a big deal, some of it actually fun.  But its the inconvenience of letting go of the plan.  Ugh.  This is my stuff.  And sometimes I'm good at going with what spontaneously wants to happen... today?  Not so much. 

Oi... you have no idea how cranky I am.  I hope the rest of you are starting your weekend off in a much better mood!

Comments

[Rebecca]

(laughing) I've had days just like this - so cranky it sort of just rolls off me like a bad perfume. Sometimes it is because I'm overwhelmed, sometimes because something hasn't gone as planned, and more often it just *is* and leads to all the other issues. I've often thought I should track these moods - and I do believe it is hormonal - and have wondered just how the moon affects me.

You can only live through it and eventually come out the other side.